Written

^_^!

2010-01-03T19:45:00.001+08:00

RELINK ME @ http://www.fionnnq.blogspot.com/ ! HEHEHE ^_^ !

2010-01-03T00:34:00.001+08:00

Won't close down this blog . memories stays ^-^ .

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2009-12-22T02:13:00.001+08:00

G'BYE BLOGGER , HELLO TUMBLR.

Dancing on the tables

2009-12-20T17:01:00.000+08:00

I don't care eh eh eh eh .
I'm gna enjoy myself before hols end .

Urgh , Fuck teachers ! :D

Christmas eve : Partying @ Cymon's / Surfing ( HAHAHA ) / Sentosa ?! / Cube ( urghhhh ... )
31St : Siloso beach !?!?! / Countdown @ Town ? / Hehe Ton ?!

Lastly , wo hen sad hen sad , zhao bu dao ic . Ta ma de chao nai nai !!!!!

2009-12-18T21:14:00.002+08:00

Pretty thing .

Fell asleep and didn't meet Hamizah and co . Urgh , tired ):

I'm having a fucking headache. Screw it . Ehff !

Don't feel like sleeping , i wna be batgirl. Rofl.

i'm gna say what's on my mind like seriously .

I really really love you alot but as time goes by i'm really sad . I'm sorry for not being a good girlf . I suck as one.I always look back at those memories that we've been together.I really really miss you badly but i believe you've changed your feelings towards me. I know you detest cry babies but i really do not have a choice . I don't wna voice it out to other people and rant to them.Until one day i've really got no choice. I cried non stop. I know , crying is black mailing. I'm sorry for that.

For the past few days , i've been trying to enjoy myself, forgetting all those things. But now, i know that it's kinda impossible. I'm sad , really . I've got no one to voice out to except for 1 or 2 people . i've sent the 3page long message to you but of course i was reluctant and have been thinking bout it.

I won't forget the 3 days of tonning with you just before i went obs .

I won't forget stayin over at your place .

I won't forget the coolzx which you've been saying non stop .

Those moments when you called me babi.

When we wedding and tagged hearts together.

I promised to be a strong girl but i guess i'm not one .

I always smile but deep inside it hurts .

Imy.

Badgirl?

2009-12-18T16:05:00.001+08:00

Cross out what you've done.

Graduated High School.

~~Kissed someone.~~
~~Smoked cigarettes.~~
~~Got so drunk you passed out.~~
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
~~Collected something really stupid.~~
~~Gone to a rock concert.~~
~~Helped someone.~~
~~Gone fishing.~~
~~Watched four movies in one night.~~
Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
~~Lied to someone.~~
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
~~Watched someone die.~~
~~Been to a funeral.~~
Burned yourself..
~~Ran a marathon..~~
~~Your parents got divorced..~~
~~Cried yourself to sleep..~~
~~Spent over $200 in one day..~~
~~Flown on a plane..~~
~~Cheated on someone..~~
~~Been cheated on..~~
Written a 10 page letter..
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.
~~Cut yourself..~~
~~Had a best friend..~~
~~Lost someone you loved..~~
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Had detention..
~~Skipped school..~~
~~Got in trouble for something you didn’t do..~~
Stolen books from the library.
~~Gone to a different country..~~
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
~~Watched the “Harry Potter” movies..~~
Had an online diary..
~~Fired a gun.~~
Gambled in a casino.
Had a yard sale.
And a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
~~Been in a school play..~~
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world.
Attempted suicide.
Voted for American/Australian Idol (x factor.)
~~Written poetry..~~
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
~~Loved someone you couldn’t have..~~
~~Wondered about your sexuality..~~
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
~~Taken a taxi..~~
Seen the Washington Monument.
~~Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once..~~
Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
~~Had a hamster..~~
Petted a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Gone surfing in California.
Did “spirit day” at school.
~~Dyed your hair..~~
Got a tattoo.
~~Had something pierced..~~
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
~~Taken pictures with a webcam..~~
~~Started a fire..~~
~~Had a party while your parents weren’t home..~~
Gotten caught having a party while they were gone.

Mentally , Physically tired .
Going out leisure to meet Girlf and friends , ciaos \m/

100th!

2009-12-17T14:03:00.005+08:00

I'm editing this post over and over again and that person is still asleep ?!?!?!?!?:@

Dad allows me to smoke but i've got to have a limit. ;)
Thanks for the awesome stitch that you've gave me for christmas. Love you maximum :)

Chalet , Bbq , Chalet , Wild wild wet , movie marathon ! I like ;)

Recommended Movie : AVATAR !!!!! :D HEHE

Sixx am

2009-12-16T16:31:00.000+08:00

"Always love the people who treat you right and forget the ones who don’t. Don’t have regrets and forgive when people arent even sorry. Let go of what you cant change. Love what you’ve got but remember what you had." ( Quoted from tumblr )

I've got to get up from the fucking seat and go to the toilet now!

They're like coming in less than 15 minutes time . ):

I don't like to rush .

Your call

2009-12-16T03:59:00.001+08:00

Storm warrior kicks asses !! I like :)

Argh , Not gonna think so much .

Not gonna game so often and i'll be going out more ;)

You always thought that i'm stronger , but i may have failed .

Such sweet memories

2009-12-15T13:46:00.002+08:00

Meeting Raz and Quan long at around 3pm @ Bedok inter .
Heading down straight to Pasir ris next ;) .

Panda ,
Thanks for being there for me last night . After hearing me rant and cry for aprox 1 hour i guess what you've said make alot of sense and i've figured out what's the opposite of hate . -wink- ( I know i'm slow ) You said that i'm matured and this isn't the strong and stubborn Fionn you use to know . I could only say that i'm like that for that short period of time. Feeling way better now,i can only say that i'll show you a better girl, stubborn and strong tho . ;)

Mah ,
You knew what happened after reading Two titles of song . Guess you know me too well! Thinkin of it , we've known each other about close to a year.You never fail to cheer me up. Thanks for being there for me . ;) I won't forget what happen in the chalet . You're like my 2nd dad HAHA . Just kiddin ! Thanks for helping me so many things and lastly , you still owe me donuts ! :)

xoxo ,
Fionn .

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Jx : Hey ! You've got a lousy phone let's break up .
Me : Hahahhha Fuck you no ):

I'm a happy girl .

2009-12-15T02:36:00.002+08:00

Am i ?

-
Miserable at best ,
Perfect .

^..^

2009-12-14T00:21:00.001+08:00

Jx's a moaner .

Just another day , nothing much .

What's like to be me.

2009-12-12T15:28:00.004+08:00

Live with it .
Most guys are the same . Tell me , which guy isn't the same?
If you're able to tell me , prove it then .

On a happier note , i've thought thru what i want for christmas this year.

1. A really good dinner with friends .

2.31st dec outing to be successful, partying @ siloso beach \m/

3. Nice Stitch Soft toy . Be it big or small , i'll like it (:

4. Hoping things will go smoothly for year 2010 because 2009 suck real badly .

Should i ?

2009-12-11T15:43:00.005+08:00

Considering if i should start Tumblr..

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It's 4am and i can't get to sleep .
Insomnia i guess ? Urgh , dumb fuck .

Amazed

2009-12-11T02:06:00.001+08:00

I'm fascinated by pretty pretty pictures and heels ! Mum promised me to get some nice heels for me when she have the time . :-*

And....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JX !!
Stupid babi of mine.Keep digging for seaweeds in the kitchen .
But it's okay . No matter how fat you are , i still love you the same .
Enjoy your day kay , and here's a virtual present that you've always wanted in reality.

HAHA , Pawned ! xoxo .

2009-12-10T14:24:00.001+08:00

Jx screwed my audi,fat ass!!

But it's okay,i still love him the same.

(Y)

2009-12-09T21:38:00.001+08:00

Got this from Cymon's Fb . So true , i like LOL.

Sweet nothings .

2009-12-09T11:33:00.003+08:00

I do things the way i want and like .

I'm tanned , so ? I like (:

Mark.Y : It's good not to think too much .

Maybe ? But i don't care now . Live the way i want , i like .

I seem to be blogging weirdly , who cares .

I feel like doing something real fun . Climbing up to bus roof top near my school (Y).

And i feel ...

That you don't care .

Like..Taking a puff or so .

Love you dad , it's just that i feel annoyed and vexed .
Hope you understand .Love you max.

xoxo!

2009-12-05T01:12:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, i just wish i could live in a cave ,

Without handphone and computer .

I'm able to survive kay ! 8)

And American pie is nice (Y) .

(Edited/4:34Am)
Hi

Take care when you're in Genting girlf . Hang on to your seat else you might fall off the cliff . haha ! Kidding. See you on Wed ya ! (: Darlings as well(:

:-*

2009-12-03T21:41:00.002+08:00

Outing with Girlf is awesome. One of the few people whom i can really trust. 8)

There's quite a number of things that i've got to do .

Meeting Zhi Yin Les and hanging out with clique.

Not forgetting dad , i miss you ):

P/S : I'm forgetful , so ?

1st.

2009-12-01T12:18:00.000+08:00

It takes time to forget what have just happened .

Can't wait for Thursday , new moon baby ! Super eggcited :D

Happy first.

2009-12-01T02:01:00.002+08:00

I hate this feeling.
I'm able to understand why you said all those . Be it being sacarstic or so. I've been through it but what about being in my shoes.

So , i smile and say to myself that everythings gonna be okay . (:

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Saw many familiar faces but couldn't stay for long . Having headache and by right , i shouldn't go down there . Wouldn't go down much anyway . So long , (:

O.O

2009-11-30T09:45:00.003+08:00

HEHEHEHE , i still got the Malaysia feel .
And i can't seem to blog properly ):

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Keeping quiet doesn't mean that the person is easy to be pinned down .
Everyone have their limits . I'm sorry that i lose my cool but you've gone overboard.

To be truthful,
I don't treat you like a stranger but you treated me as one. So be it . I don't want to show you that i've lost to you. Fuck yes,i'm a stubborn girl. Seriously,i don't want any conflict to be happening between you and me. I've got no idea why we always quarrel. So long , i don't care much anymore. You've said it all clear . Let's leave each other alone.

Imy .

2009-11-27T00:45:00.000+08:00

1. Are you single or attach ?

- Attached.

2. Do you have a person you like ?

- Heh ! :$

3. What is the name of the person that you're in love with ?

- Err, must i say ?

4. If the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea , who will you save ?

- HAAHH, both also dont save . wait till the life guard come !

5. Have you ever hugged someone before ?

- Yes

6. Do you love your parents ?

- Yea

7. Will you hug the one you love ?

- Yup.

8. Are you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend ?

- Yea (:

9. Are you jealous now ?

- Narh(:

10. Who is the last person that messaged you ?

- Unknown person HAHA

11. Do you want babies in future ?

- scared of pain ):

12. Do you prefer Macdonald , KFC , Long John Sliver , Burger King or coffee shop ?

- Kfc

13. Do you sniff glue?

- No.

14. Do you smoke ?

- Use to .

15. If your boyfriend/girlfriend is a 2-timer , what will you do ?

- As usual , cry and see how things goes. Can't bear to break first :O

16. Which CCA are you in now ?

- -

17. If you're rich , what'll you do ?

- Get clothes! EAT EAT EAT !

18. If the one you're in love with , held your hand , what'll you do ?

- Hold his hand (:

19. If the one you love , reject you , what'll you do ?

- Er , HAHA . Okay . Don't have a choice . Move on !

20. What is your favourite cartoon character/s ?

- Stitch ! :@

21. Friendship or Love ?

- Both

22. Cookie monster or Elmo ?

- Elmo

23. Are you using a laptop or computer ?

- Computer

24. Do you like lollipop ?

- Some.

25. Do you have a diary ?

- hahah , no.

26. There's an admirer of yours and he/she won't die heart , what'll you do ?

- Ah ? :\ Dk . Just leave that person alone . Avoid him.

27. If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break , what'll you do ?

- :\ Hang on first and .. slowly .. let go .

28. Are you blur ?

- HAHA abit.

30. If you can have your hair dyed , what colour do you want it to be ?

- Brown

31. Who is the last person you chatted in your MSN ?

- Jx (:

32. How many boys/girls have you beaten before ?

- None :@

33. If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore , what'll you do ?

- :\ Let go of him , slowly .

34. What school are you in?

- Broadrick.

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Q2.Who was the first person you meet today ?

- No one ?

Q3.Who was the last person you meet?

- Neighbour

Q4.Would you consider yourself spoiled ?

- Quite

Q5.What time did you sleep last night?

- 3am+?

Q6.Have you ever had a best fren in the opposite sex?

- Yeah.

Q7.Do you wan someone dead?

- No

Q8.What are you thinking now?

- when can we meet :\

Q9.Who was the last person you took a picture with ?

- Marc

Q10.Do you wish someone is with you right now?

- Yes

Q11.Who are you talking to now?

- Jack and Jx . .

Q12.What was the last Message says?

- You got boyf?

Q13.Is someone in your mind?

- Yeah

Q14.Who is complaining to you right now ?

- Jack -_-

Malaysia Later . Don't bother contacting me (:

1st Day.

2009-11-26T18:22:00.002+08:00

Going Malaysia tomorrow .
Can't go Wild wild wet , Sentosa . So annoying ):

4 Days.

2009-11-25T22:58:00.003+08:00

To the special someone :

Leaving sg to Pulau Ubin for Camping sucks w/o being able to be by your side. But the next four days is worse.I'll miss you.

And i'm able to assure you that i won't break the promise no matter how angry / sad i am. You make me smile and lastly, i love you . (:

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3 more days - Hamizah Girlf and Si Ying sis's arrival !
Anyone know what time are they gna arrive?!

YourGuardianAngel.

2009-11-25T01:44:00.003+08:00

Imy sis.

So much confusion, so tiring.

Awesumz

2009-11-24T14:59:00.002+08:00

WOW (Y), Back later .

(L)

2009-11-23T21:15:00.002+08:00

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed , crazy on a Sunday night .

Giving my all , xoxo .

-

2009-11-22T03:37:00.001+08:00

You gave love a bad name .

-

2009-11-21T13:37:00.003+08:00

I dislike waiting for replies .
k thanks bye .

W.

2009-11-20T22:02:00.002+08:00

5days of Camp/course really rock big time.
Shed tears, made friends,overcome obstacles together and taking care of one another.
Memories will always stay. (:

Pictures to be uploaded once i've receive them.

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During the camp,many of us worked together as a group,helping one another. But during the land expedition,many things went thru my mind. Thinking about what's happening in Singapore and what will happen once i'm back. Afraid of certain stuff..
Came back home with high spirit but was somehow .. confused and sad as the day goes by. Unable to express what i'm thinking right now. It's either thinking too much or .. i've had high hopes on that particular thing but it wasn't fulfilled/accomplished. To think of it,i rather experience the tiring journey rather than being sad.

Things change but you can decide the road that you wna go.I worked hard and manage to overcome those obstacles but the only thing i can't overcome is sadness.So annoying !

BeRightBack

2009-11-15T20:13:00.001+08:00

Will be going Obs for 5days and will be back at arnd 3.30pm(:

On the other hand,i've got something to say.
If i don't turn up for any outings,i've got my reason.
I apologised but if you can't accept the apology,so be it. (:

Love..
Something that can't be explained fully.
Can't seem to understand the whole concept of it.
Feels nice but it feels so insecure .

uoyevoli

2009-11-14T18:39:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY SIS !

Thanks for being there for the past 1 year.We started off as Hi-Bye friends but now,sisters(: Everytime when i'm down , you wouldn't fail to be there for me. Esp when we're taking back our End Of Year examination result. We took pictures of us making stupid faces just to make us feel better.We may not be in the same class next year but ! Like what i've said,it's just a phone call away. xoxo (:

ANYWAY,MY LINE'S BACK ! CONTACT ME @ 9067**** .

Text with name thank you (:

8D

2009-11-13T00:33:00.000+08:00

I'm so amazed by the fact that i can read 180degree turned words !

My com sucks,the whole freakin graphic turned 180degree):

Philophobia

2009-11-11T15:59:00.002+08:00

We're created with brains but certain people just couldn't bear to think and use their brain.

To the special someone:

Firstly,
We've nothing to do with each other.In simple words,We're fucking over. But you just can't shut the hell up.You're not any young immature guy out there.You've got a bright future but by gaming so much just ruin everything that you have out there.

Secondly,
Who are you to go around saying stuff about me that aren't true. Fyi,this isn't the first time i've heard about it.I won't do anything now but please,the more people think that i'm what so ever,the more i'll prove them wrong.

Thirdly,
Use your fucking brain for goodness sake or you don't have one?(whoops?)Don't you think that by saying all those nonsense,you're also disgracing yourself? People love to hear a one sided story and you've won their heart by telling them things that aren't true .

Aiyah , lazy type so much. You're just a prickle headed guy who doesn't have brains and don't even know that you're disgracing yourself too. -_- ( Points middle finger!*)

Whoop T Whoop !

2009-11-10T14:45:00.002+08:00

[Edited]
It's okay to be stubborn. It's okay to have enemies because most of them helps you to be a better person and to help us learn from our mistakes . (:

Time check : 4:21AM
Can't sleep ! Howhowhow ! Will be 99.9% late for tomorrow .
[/Edited]

Yesterday

2009-11-09T12:59:00.001+08:00

Recalling the past..

I realise how naive i was,to treat virtual as reality,believing and trusting people whom i've known for barely a week. I started gaming and been to different Lan shops.From a girl that can't ton and listen to mum and dad's words,i changed into a rather stubborn and often go against my parents. I started scolding vulgarities thinking it's cool and stuff. But now .. it's pure dumbness.

The worse part is that,i fucking gave up my one year two months of relationship to gaming. I fell in love with the wrong people and mixed with the wrong company. My heart often breaks time after time but still, i didn't care what's happening. Late night outings and more tonnings.

But now,after a 2month2days of relationship, i've finally come to my senses. Gaming isn't everything,Hurling vulgarities is child's play. Getting involve in stupid problems is just .. escaping from reality. Flaming people,spoiling other's reputation,hearing stories from one side and judging people , it's just.. idiotic.

I'm not emo,i've stopped smoking. It's just how i feel . (:

☺

2009-11-08T00:41:00.000+08:00

I'm super exhausted but i just can't get myself to sleep . Insomnia i guess ? It's 12.14am and i thought it's 3am . What's wrong with me.

Have been walking around Plaza Singapura lately and i swear there's many tall people out there. So,i've decided to learn how to wear heels properly but Jx is being a bitch because he said that i would be way taller than him ! Stupid guy .

On the other hand , smoking doesn't mean that you're bad/ahlian/whatever shit that they come up with. So what the fuck is wrong with certain people?I could just list out lots of people who smoke but they're super nice and they're not like those hooligans which you see on street ! Yes yes , i know it's bad for health.But everyone have their reason isn't it? ☺

Anywayyyy , I've got a new line. But fuck it's prepaid and it's super old !
So , do contact me @ 93812743(temporary num) and please write your name together with the msg that you've sent .☺

Yeaha !

2009-11-06T14:07:00.002+08:00

I LOST MY FUCKING PHONE , HOLY SHIT .

Contact me via msn/house phone (:

4days 3nights chalet is awesumz \m/

1) Watched Jennifer's Body with Cymon , Rara and Michael.

2) Organised a chalet .. Last minute :\

3) Invited Husky,Billy,Cymon,Ben,Rara,Michael.

4) Ordered Mac delivery .

5) Joked around alot and started making a story about potato chips HAHA

2nd Day ,

6) Watched a 1995 power rangers movie like wtfck HAHA .

7) Went home and back to chalet again . ( Thanks Angel for the clothes ! (: )

8) Taizi , Mushroom , Jordan , Mercus , Nigel and Ella came .

9) Bbq-ed and slacked .

10) Off-ed light , bought light sticks and guys tecktonic-ed(sp?)

11) Played dare/double dare at night . Fucking hell , ): !

3rd Day ,

12) Slept throught the day .

13) Whiskey , Heiniken , Vodka .

14) Not drunk (Y)!

15) x.red , x.eric , Drew and two other girls came .

16) Play play slack slack .

Last day ,

Can't upload pics b'cause phone's missing . Fuck it !

- Tissue pokings , Ivan ooze , Shadow raze , Power ranger , Emo , Boomz / Shingz ! Self - Entertainment , vibratings of phone . Can't think of anymore things :\

Awesumz!

2009-11-03T00:48:00.000+08:00

Night Safari , so cool ! I like ! 8D

Upon hearing what Marc brother said , i've decided not to bother you anymore . Tomorrow will be a better day and ... I'M HELL GNA WEAR SPECS HAHA , I like ! Sh0 n3rddzx w0rx !
Studying date with Raz and Marc (:

(':

2009-11-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

Of course , it's just a nevermind to some of you . But the feeling of retaining and not being able to be close to friends of my age sucks badly , most importanly,the clique . Since the day i received my result , everything change .

Hamizah Girlf :

We're not as close as last time alr . Kinda sad but still , we've got to move on . It sucks being said as the one that influence you . Well , maybe they're right . But fuck it , super annoying when you told me that because i know i'm not . Just .. buck up for next year o's yeah (: You can just .. text me anytime (:

Lydia , adeline , brenda :

Jiayou for next year's o's (: I know you guys can do it . Don't pressure yourself (: Stay in contact , love you guys .

Si ying sis:

Study hard and pass your re-exam k ! Don't end up like me (: I know you can do it . Everyone have high hopes for you (: Yesyes , it's just a phone call away (:

Marcus Bro :

Thanks for being there when i'm drunk and down . Let's take o's together k (; Don't dissapoint everone . (:

I'll never forget those fun moments together w siying and you (: Making stupid faces to cheer each other up (:

________ :

Don't wna write your name out incase it cause some conflict . When i'm drunk , i told you everything and how i feel alr . It's up to you to believe (: But now , i just want you to last with your girlf . Treat her nice (:Thanks for being there for me 24/7 . I'll never forget that (: Don't cause too much trouble alr . (:

Redhza Brother :

Don't even know if you will read my blog or not :\ Anyway , cook more satay at Lao pa sat k ! Work hard and try find a school (: I'll be behind you , supporting you (: Do text me asap to let me know how you've been doing (: Take cares and i'll never forget those wonderful memories . Like what you've write for us , the memories live on ... (:

WhichICouldKeepYouMuchLonger.

2009-10-29T23:00:00.000+08:00

Dinner with mum is awesumz ! (Y)

Bringing mum to Dhoby.G is scary .

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2009-10-29T14:58:00.000+08:00

Recalling the past , i realise how naive i was .

Heading down to town later .

Meeting mum and friends to have Sakae together , awesumz (Y).

Eyes + Hair = (Y) (L) !

.

2009-10-29T01:03:00.003+08:00

Accept reality , face the truth/facts .

No point running away from it . Because what's done can't be undone .

I've made up my mind .

I'm gonna appeal for retest and if it doesn't work , i'll just have to accept the fact .

Gonna work doubly hard next year and not g'na repeat the same mistakes again . (:

& when school reopen ...
- I'm so gonna lose my freedom .
- I might consider to stay w dad .
- I might not be able to use handphone .
- I'm so not gonna go cube and game .
- Can't think of anything , cont tmrw . \m/

As for now ...
- I'm considering whether to change number .
- Colour / Rebond / Layer my hair .
- When should i start studying ?

Nightmare.

2009-10-28T16:35:00.004+08:00

One happy family , so sexy ! I like .

I just need ice creams .

I'm a failure, i cried , i laughed , i'm confused .

Can't accept the shocking news/fact.

Hello , wake up please Fionn !

Drop to Na or Retain ?

I can explain.

2009-10-27T20:33:00.004+08:00

Just being random .

1. I hate it when people think that they know me very well.

2. I dislike people who thinks that they couldn't fit into the crowd when they actually can !

3. I DISLIKE/HATE heartbreakers ttm .

4. I used to be in EM1 taking higher chinese but now .. Rah!

5. I can live without guys .

6. I'm ehffing worried about my results and i'm afraid of retaining!

7. Sometimes/Most of the time i can't face reality.

8. I couldn't express how much i love/like that person when i'm in love .

9. I took up smoking because i wouldn't be able to cry when i'm smoking .

10. I don't slit but used to have the tendency to do so .

11. I like goodboys (Y)

12. One year two months , my longest relationship.

13. It's so wonderful , good memories .

14. I dislike people giving me attitude .

15. Okay , i do too but i have my reasons.

16. I drink , i smoke but that's the past .

17. I've thought of having a tattoo on my back but now .. nahrs (N)

18. I got depression ?

19. Thought of eating 10panaldos at a go .

20. I dislike making mum and dad worry.

21. But sometimes they couldn't understand what i'm going through.

22. Dresses are cute .

23. I don't trust guys when they say they love/like me .

24. Can't they just prove it ?

25. I'm not a little girl .

26. I'm 167 and 47/48kg so ?

27. I don't like gangsterism.

28. I love biting people .

29. Salmon sushi , japanese food , soft toys !

30. Goodboy looks w badboy character .

31. I don't steal .

32. I hate two faces .

33. I envy pretty girls.

34. Gaming doesn't make one pretty .

35. I drink to forget things.

36. I use vulgarities when i need to .

37. I want to change .. to a better person.

38. I tend to move back when there's ahlian around.

39. I will never be a ahlian.

40. I hate it when people ask me stupid questions in msn like .. what you doing ? Have you eaten ?

41. I'm still scared .. result ):

42. I've got no confidence in some stuff.

43. When i say i like you , i meant it .

44. I'm kinda lazy to get into a rs .

45. Crap ! i shouldn't be thinking about rs .

46. I love adventures.

47. Pulau Ubin,Obs,Sentosa... :D

48. I cry for a reason.

49. I don't club.

50. Girls DON'T cum .

51. I dislike some teachers in Broadrick .

52. Hell irritating !

53. Should i dye my hair ?

54. I like pompom hair .

55. I WANT NIGHT SAFARI :@

56. i can't wait for 30th .

57. I have tutumouth when i'm drunk.

58. Hopefully get into Poly .

59. You leave me breathless.

60. Blanked mind.

61. I think i'm tall .

62. "Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing."

63. Mum's getting durians for me ! Yay !

64. Cymon thinks that i'm thick skin ... He's one thick skin guy too kay .

65. Climb Mt Everest ! \m/

66. Barney isn't a virgin . HAHA (inside joke)

67. Let's forget about it and move on.

68. I punched Hamizah ):

(:

2009-10-27T17:03:00.001+08:00

I'm super sorry to Marc and Husk Bro for biting you guys when i'm drunk , sorry to Girlf for calling her in the middle of the night , spouting nonsense . Anyway , thanks people for being there for me .

As for school , i'm not sure if i'm gonna retain . Ehffing scared and worried . Regretted wasting my time on games and not studying hard enough . Hope i don't retain . I don't wna waste a year and see friends doing o's while im stuck at sec 3 . I want do o's next year ! Like what Siying sis said .. i feel super demoralized too .

Lastly , i'm not like any girl on the streets hurling vulgarities . In other words , i dislike gangsterism altho i know friends . Happen to see this post in someone's blog and it's super awesumz !

How will a lian react if she got dumped?

A. First 1min: omigoddzx howxzx he dumpped miie leiii . iie wannnaxzx diexxzx liaooxzxz. iie will neberxz wannt tuu fall iinzx lurbbes agaiin .
Next minute: -sees a guy- omigawd hiie's shoo haut ! iie tynkk iie wanna go jio hiim (or whatever word you like)

BOOMZ ! 8D

Lastly,i hope mum don't give away my soft toys ):

:')

2009-10-26T15:16:00.001+08:00

Let's drink and paint the town red tonight .

Mood screwed up . Shall post yesterday's pics :)

Ryan , take care of yourself in ns :) Bald head \m/

Oolala!

2009-10-25T16:13:00.001+08:00

14th is a nice date .

My uncle said that i'm putting on weight _|_ !

And lastly , i love Jagabee ! HAHA .

[edited]

Aww , after hearing stories about you , my impression changed . You suck big time and like hello ? Get a life , face the mirror . She's just a girl and you ? Hi , you're a grown up and start thinking like one . Be a man ! I think you should just jump into Indian Ocean and drown . Let's have war !

[/edited]

Teehee !

2009-10-25T01:35:00.004+08:00

I don't like to wait for people for aprox 1and 1/2 hours and the more i don't like to be dua-ed . I'll pawn you back ! :@

Slacking with brothers and girlf is super super fun . Oh and kenneth fucks cats ( Inside joke )

HAHAHAH AWESOME 8D

[edited]

Insomnia :@ .

I'm not considered an auditioner anymore(: Not gonna game too !

Lastly , i boomz shiwen b'cause he wears radz ! HAHA .

[/edited]

8D

2009-10-24T14:44:00.000+08:00

And so .. Hamizah and i spotted chickens in geylang 8D

And we've got deprived childhood !

Feeling good / better (Y)

I'm 16 years old . wink-

-

2009-10-23T23:33:00.003+08:00

FML .

I'm a nice strong girl ! 8)

FightOurRightToLoveYou.

2009-10-22T20:22:00.004+08:00

Flunked , Dissapointed but it can't be undone :)

Goodlucks to friends who are taking O's .

{edited}

Thousand apologies to those people who i have attitude at . Bear with me yea :\ Here are two questions that i've been thinking about it for quite sometime .

Do most of the guys go for ahlians / pretty girls but without common sense ?

Should i go for braces ?

{/edited}

(:

2009-10-21T23:38:00.002+08:00

Not gonna go school and Si ying sister will be coming over to my place at around 7am .

Anyway , add me up in FaceBook people . :)

I won't be like any other girls in the game and i will be strong ~ 8) !
And the scars reminds me that the past is real .

[Edited]

Feel so good after saying sorry to some people . Mapled all the way with sweethearts (:
Audi and Jcube isn't my thing now (:
-MIA-

[/edited]

MuchLoves.

2009-10-20T23:39:00.000+08:00

I love you darling(s) . You guys brightened up my day (:
-

Unglamness . HAHAHAHAH .

I'm tall 8) winkwink-

I look fat and ...

SATURDAY @ NIGHT SAFARI ANYONE ?! 8)

(Y)

2009-10-20T10:33:00.000+08:00

Movies + Fun + Laughter = 8) Awesome !

Exams has officially ended and i'm gonna head down to Bugis with Girlfs .

During holidays , i wanna go :

1. Night Safari .

2. Zoo .

3. Spca .

4. Haw par villa 8)

5. Stayovers.

6. Sentosa

7. Pulau Ubin

8. OBS OBS OBS ! *Screams*

BlackWhite

2009-10-19T23:16:00.001+08:00

I'm happy because ...
I've finally met up with Zhiyin and people ! 8)

And last but not least , i will deffinately pawn the tank's ass ! ( one day .. ) HAHA!

3FourThree

2009-10-18T15:43:00.004+08:00

"You've got the guts to love someone with all your heart.Pain doesn't beat the regrets of walking out "

It's so annoying when things goes into your way when you've decided what you're aiming for . And when you've decided on doing what is right for you , you tend to ignore / be cold to that person or that particular thing. Therefore that person / thing calls and treats you coldly ?

Well , conclusion : Screw you people . I do what i like and fuck you in your ass . This is me(: ( Just typing out how i feel and not pinpointing anyone )

Tongue piercing,Inking,Night Safari,Stayovers ! 8)

/Edited .

Tongue piercing ... Hmm .
Mum was shocked that i wanted to pierce my tongue . Guess i can't do it ? Gonna go out w Zhiyin later in the afternoon to Pasir Ris Park .(: Currently craving for cheese burger ):

:)

2009-10-17T20:35:00.002+08:00

"If you have ever lost someone very important to you, then you already know how it feels; and if you haven’t, you can’t possibly imagine it."

Cool cool cool 8)
Anime time .

8)

2009-10-16T21:28:00.001+08:00

Literature was awesome , oh yeah .
It's a good thing that i read about those characters .

Girlf , brother , bopeng and naz came over to my house and slacked .
Went bedok to meet Husk Bro and headed off to town .
Saw many many familiar faces and wasn't in the mood when i saw those two guy .
Annoying .

Gna sleep now , running a fever .
One more paper to go but who cares , to me exam has ended HAHA .
Muahs .

Anyway , my fucking phone restarted and all my contacts were deleted .
I'm super super duper annoyed by it ): Prays hard that i'll get a new phone (:

Hi .

2009-10-16T01:04:00.000+08:00

EXAM IS MADNESS TTM .

*Pulls hair and run around*

It's amazing how one person can just .. change so fast .

Where's the trust , where's the love ?

I've got books as my boyf for now 8)

And his name is Literature .

Fuck Lit much & art is cool !

Pictures of you , pictures of me .

2009-10-13T17:09:00.001+08:00

HAHA Wthell at me . It was super candid :\

& Tomorrow will be a better day , oh yeah !

xoxo .

Roflmaos.

2009-10-11T14:25:00.003+08:00

HAHA , Do you want soft drinks like cock ? LOL.

AHHA WTHELL .

It's over , once and for all.

2009-10-11T00:13:00.002+08:00

Things turned out this way is because of you . (:
I'm just a girl and not your toy . Do remember what i told you there .
Do fucking take care of your current and don't play her . Everyone have their own feelings . Yes , i was disappointed that you played my feeling but was even angry when i heard that you say things behind my back . Fuck mans , please . You're a guy , not any bimbo who will bitch around . And if you think it isn't your fault , think twice . Be a man , do the right things . I have feelings and you've never seen me that angry before . In fact , no one have seen that side of me . I don't wanna show that side again , especially to you again . 3 slaps , 1 punch , if you think this can heal my broken heart , you're wrong . Those are for you for bitching behind me and playing with my feelings . I won't ever say sorry to you . But seriously , last word / sentence is , treat your current with respect and treat her good because no one deserves to be played . (:

I am just a girl who doesn't get involve in any fights .I don't do such stuffs like what i did yesterday . But what had happened is because i cant take it anymore , sitting back doing nothing .
Hi , i have feelings . I am sad . But i try not to show it out . I always tell myself to be strong (: Don't end up like some girls who is damn depressed or ehffing sad because of rs and problems . All you need to do is , overcome it (:
-

Life , What i want in life ?

In relationship ,

A guy who will be there for me and not make me worry by involving in fights .

Peace and with a good character . Sweet talks don't work , prove it with action (: .

Studies ,

Hopefully to University and stuffs .

I love you , friends (:

Moodless.

2009-10-09T23:44:00.000+08:00

Couldn't keep my cool .
I was rash , i nearly put him into trouble .
Kinda worried , no idea why :\ .

Things will be better , one day .
Yay , friends tonning in my house .
Good bye .

Different stories, Different views .

2009-10-08T18:09:00.000+08:00

Screw Ms Banana .

Screw you screw you screw you screw you ! May you grow maggots in your boobs .Your mouth is just like the speaker i have at home . Fugging bitch , irresponsible , bias to guys . Ask your own students to wait for you for so freakin long and you didn't turn up . To think i've once like you .

Exam ....
NERVOUS O.O

Desperado .

2009-10-07T15:55:00.002+08:00

Louis's ass is as wide as a tyre (:

-

Cool , i can't concentrate . Fug you !

/edited .

I've got alot alot of weird dreams :\
Dreamt that i went wild wild wet again . Played with different friends . So peaceful until there's a tornado at the corner of the lazy lake . So .. everyone that went through that thing will be flying out of the pool . Everyone including me knows that it's dangerous but we just enjoy flying out ?
Weird :\

2009-10-06T23:02:00.000+08:00

Went Tamp polyclinic with dad in the morning .
Rest at home and i've got 2 days mc . Wink -

On the way home , i saw a baby and was so .. into him ? Super cute and mini .

:@

2009-10-05T17:55:00.000+08:00

Chinese compo is a gone case .
Keep having running nose and it's damn annoying .Used 3 packets of tissue .Having fever too . Couldn't concentrate :\ Reached home and slept till 5.30pm .

3rdOctober's pic and 4th .

Love you .

2009-10-04T12:38:00.001+08:00

Emotional post :) Loves.

Mum ,
I know you wouldn't read my blog . I typed it out because i know if i say face to face , i'll just break down ..
I'm sorry for spending lots of money these few days , really . Seeing you cry really makes me feel like crying too . Ignore the fucking bitch sister and uncle :)
Mummy , i just want you to know that no matter what , i'll be there for you . Be it listening ear or what . I'll do anything to make you happy . i love you (:

Same goes for dad ! I know you're reading you kpo ! :)
Ignore that china whore that i have as step mum . i told you before , she had slapped me once . So , IF i see her , i'll slap her one time too . Sorry but she doesn't deserve my respect .

Thanks dad for being my listening ear , brother , sister and dad ! Love you .

/Edited.

I can't stop sneezing. My nose is red and i can't concentrate on my studies . F--- !

Birthday woo .

2009-10-03T11:06:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 15th Birthday Lydiaphs !
Study real hard for the upcoming eoy yea . Thanks for being there for me since sec 1 . Not forgetting those Sec 2 punishments which you've made it a fun one . Let's put more books in the fire hose and dance behind class when we're being punished ya ! Loves , xoxo .

Happy Birthday to Kryanw too :]
Sorry that i didn't attend the Bbq . Hope you've enjoyed your celebration :]

Went Grandma's place for dinner and played with the two dogs there .
Looked out of the window and saw many kids playing with lanterns , candles and so .
Missed those childhood days . Wish time could be rewinded so that i won't make stupid mistakes .
But it's too late . Ha , live on w it .

Gna study at Tamp tmrw w Girlf .
Fionn you can do it ! >:)

Love me , Loves you .

2009-10-03T00:18:00.001+08:00

Awesome school day with awesome friends . AWESOME! ( Just being random )

One will only realise that you want something real badly after you've lose it . So , appreciate people that's before you . (: Learnt many meaningful things today but i'm kinda lazy to write down . Picture spams next ! :)

HAMIZAH AH LIAN O: AALT PLEASE HAHA .

When you and mum go crazy !

2009-10-01T22:01:00.002+08:00

EHFFING UNGLAM , BUT I LIOKE ! A_A

Me : * Cover Mum's nehneh using Paint *

Mum : O.O Ehhhhh! Don't Cover the nehneh ! ): Nvm one , next time i can be model !

Me : HAHAHA . Don't want laaa . Cover btr ! LOL.

Mum : NEHNEH IS GOOD OKAY !

Me : HAHAHAHHAHAHA .

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HAHA ASSHOLE !

Afresh .

2009-10-01T19:35:00.002+08:00

It's a good thing that i've come to my senses after the break up .
Learnt alot of things from it :)

Went for counselling in school again and i spilled out everything that has been bottled up in my heart for a long long time . Felt really great and relieved .

Met up with Rindy and went parkway with Girlf . Collected my specs and i look super duper nerdy/smart 8) Went straight to library to meet Lyd , XiaoPei , Lishen and Grace . Laughed alot while studying .
Walked home after that .
--
Thanks Wei Jie for the pink stitch you gave yesterday . It's super cute esp the big head that she have .

During the counselling session , the lady show me this .....

A FRIGGIN P2 PICTURE OF ME !? HAHA .

Compare the picture with the girl on the left in the second pic manszxc .

HAHAHAHAH . So much difference ! I miss those pri schl times , aww . ):

Apple -

2009-09-30T10:10:00.002+08:00

Stop being a two face bitch .
You won't get anything good in return .

Was stressed up but felt super relieved after talking to one of the councillor .
An apple a day keeps/kicks the doctor away (: .

Cute kay ! HAHA , Fion's creation .

I am gay (:

2009-09-29T12:41:00.006+08:00

I detest tummy aches ttm ): !

Gonna go Parkway to get my specs done and then to the Library .
Contact me thru phone (:

/ Edited .

Blames and so on .

This girl used to love this particular guy , alot . She claimed that she's so called "tx" . But as days goes by , their relationship was shattered . The guy blamed the girl for being a bitch , not faithful and so on . Cb or whatever you call it .

But think through once again . Is it really the girl's fault ? Her feelings faded and you can't possibly ask her to love you the way she used to before . Blame her for being a bitch and so but seriously , guys hurt girls too . Guys don't blame themselves becayse certain types of guys think that they're right .

Well , Nothing's fair in this world,Nothing will last forever . . Cyber dating will lead to these . Be prepared to be heart brokened unless you've really found the right guy .

P/S : The girl isn't me , it's just an example .
I tripped over a obstacle called love .
I fell , i bleed , i teared .
But now , i've got up on my feet .
Placing the past behind me , never looking back .
I meant what i said because time don't stop for you .

-

Studied @ Mac with Girlf .
Brother came and we went Metal ring to slack .
Went home at around 8.30pm .
i enjoy those moments and you guys never fail to make me smile / laugh (:

See ! I study kay !

Eoy Eoy Eoy Eoy ! AHHH .

2009-09-28T18:21:00.002+08:00

And I'm super proud of myself for not bringing my handphone to school ! -smiles widely- (:

I just woke up and i'm behind my scheduled time ):
Got to study after dinner and i can't believe that i dreamt of babies going wild wild wet , sliding down those slides . *.*

/Edited .

Mum : Today i very good you know !

Me : Why ? O.O

Mum : B'cause i stayed in shop for the whole day and look at my Lv bag -haolian-

Me : Comf fake !

Mum : Ehhhhhh , no !

My mum's awesome muahs.

Annoying much .

2009-09-27T22:56:00.001+08:00

My Msn can't seem to work and screw the process of uploading pictures into the com ): .
Urgh ! Annoying . Update more tmrw .

Woohoo !

2009-09-27T13:07:00.000+08:00

I need to focus on doing one thing at a time .
It really annoys me much when i keep changing my mind and stuffs .

Was woken up by phone calls .
Sorry to those people who was trying to talk to me when i'm half asleep , not knowing anything -smile- . Gna go slack and study with Hamizah , Marcus and maybe a few more people :) Loves , xoxo .

Lastly , I don't need a guy b'cause i can be independant but i need Rindy . HAHA !

One time .

2009-09-26T12:12:00.000+08:00

I ran across the road and accidentally kicked Hamizah's shoe .

The next thing i knw , my toe hurts badly and it's swollen ):
Couldn't walk properly :\

I stayed at home instead of studying with Xiang . Thousand apologies :\
Went out with Hamizah Girlf , Marc Bro , Mas , Redhza to Laopasat .
Had a fun time there slacking and doing stupid stuffs .

Smth happened and it got us super worried .
The atmosphere was fucking tense . But everything's alright now .
Went Sky garden , near school and had heart to heart talks with them.
Thought of the past and broke down :\ But now as much as before.
Went home at around 12 with Girlf :]

I like to make myself believe .

2009-09-25T13:32:00.001+08:00

There are many why(s) in my mind now and i can't seem to answer them :\

Why certain people couldn't stop poking their nose into other people's privacy and life ? Don't they know what's privacy ? C'mon , you guys are 15 and you're in secondary school .Everyone keeps at least one or two secrets to themself so kindly let others have their own privacy . Please go http://www.dictionary.com/ and learn what's privacy .

Sometimes , things doesn't go the way you wanted . Live with it and accept it ! :)

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment   You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Being Alone
Commitment
Looked down on
Losing Someone
Where Your life is Going
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Dissapointed

2009-09-23T21:34:00.002+08:00

"The roof cave in and the truths came out ."

Sometimes i get maligned or accussed even if it's not my fault .
Am i that easy to get pinned down for nothing ?
Ya , i can't take care of myself , so ? I just need a listening ear and i found one ..

But ,You went backstabbing and stuff . I couldn't understand why you did all these.Someone told me to leave it behind and just play along . I can't .You're my good/close friend . B'cause of one/two people , You changed like some muthar farking person that i don't recognise .Go and have the party lifestyle then .Spoil yourself . I won't care anymore.But seriously , stop backstabbing and be how you used to be .

Don't ask me who , i won't tell .

Sorry dad that i couldn't take care of myself and i don't need another person to take care of me b'cause they're all the same . Prove me wrong if you think you're not the same then.

Stamp me , Stamp you .

2009-09-22T15:29:00.002+08:00

Suppose to meet Hao , 5am at Bedok inter .
But bloody hell no bus and cab .
Walked two bus stops before mine for no apparent reason.
Was scolded siao by Adeline baby ):

Wasn't paying attention in class and was super duper sleepy .
Grumpy ): And during lit class ...
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JUST B'CAUSE I CHOPPED GERALD BROTHER'S STAMP ON THE TABLE ,MY GOOD BROTHER OF MINE CHOPPED HIS STAMP AT THE BACK OF MY UNIFORM , SUCKA !):<
And it's a chop that has his name printed on it . I'll get my revenge soon :)

/edited .

THIS IS F-CUTE ! -faints-
Shall start mugging now :)

Lovelies .

2009-09-21T14:15:00.003+08:00

Saw this Vid on someone's blog and this chick is hot . :]

/Edited (11;22pm)

The very first time i didn't update my blog again and again .
Have been staying at home for the past few days and i'm super happy plus proud with myself for that ^-^ . Mum keep on nagging tho . Did some revision on my own and there's schl tomorrow ! Urgh . Annoying max .

Lazy :@

2009-09-20T13:12:00.007+08:00

Today's study date is a failure and we're left with 17 days to Eoy . Worried ):

You're not the same anymore ,

I don't recognise you .

Little bit of this and that .

2009-09-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

IMMA FAN OF RYAN . HAHAHA , COOL . TEEHEE !

I Love to study ! Joke .

2009-09-18T20:39:00.001+08:00

Got to physco myself to study subjects that i don't like , whoosh ! 8)
Oh boy , i really love math , chem and physics !
Joke .

Things to do :
Social Studies MindMap ( 2 )
Social Studies Essays ( 2 )
Math Homework -
Revise Chem , Physics and Geog .

-
Somehow it's good to know guys well and close but not to get too indulged in them .To get to know the opposite sex is to know yourself more and better . Choose the right friends and not those who will only pin you down . Lastly , why hide yourself behind yourself :\

EXAMS ! URGH ~ !
FCUK I GIVE UP .
tmrw thn cont hw -.-

Smiling like the sun .

2009-09-17T15:47:00.005+08:00

" You gave me one good reason to give up . "

Oh what you say ~ I heard Jelly beans say ! ROFL . ( Inside Joke )

Hamizah , Rahman and Marcus is currently in my house .
Marcus Bro is being an idiot blasting song and dancing O:
AND HE'S SCARING MIZAH HAHAHAHHA .
I've got to study ! Mua , bye .

LOL. Marcus brother .

Hamizah Girlf , Rahman Brother , Marcus Brother .
Thanks for being with me when i'm sad . You guys never fail to cheer me up . Luvs :)

Lastly , NICHOLAS suck ): . Stop winning kay .

/Edited , ( 10:22pm )

No motivation to study . Sudden flashbacks , Screw now .

COOL LOL.

So Pantat !

2009-09-16T19:47:00.002+08:00

I'm ehffing worried for examsssss !

Days are passing by so quickly , damn . I wanna go into poly or hopefully jc . Sigh , impossible ):

But i'm gna try my best :)

Random :

I realise that in space , the milky way is formed b'cause the astronauts accidentally spilled milk . I'm gonna name my daughter , mua chee and son , hum chim pang . After checking the distionary , i realised that "fuck off " means spend time . So , i shall fuck off with my family ? O:

A wise girl will find someone as boyf who knows how to see life .

( Tskk , im the wise one . HAHA , kidding )

Anyway , 4 MORE WEEKS TO EOY ! Scream please ! ):

Laugh-O-Mania .

2009-09-15T21:26:00.004+08:00

School's awesome !
In school , i've learnt that :

" In olden days , adam have a laptop and the world is already advanced b'cause there's adam's apple."
When your girlf/boyf controls you now , it'll be 100 times worse if you're married to him/her.
When Bimbos shake their head , there will be a " KOK KOK " sound in their head . ( brain too small)
Anyone interested in Gay deceiver ?
If your mom's side is called maternal , dad's side is Paternal , what are you ? Nothing !
Math is killing me and it's a disaster !
Running to school sucks ):

H,R and L came over to my house for study session and so .
Started studying for one hour but soon realises that i'm studying the wrong topic . Fugger !

Me and R is super racist about pork . That's what brothers for right !
And they say i crack super lame jokes and i laugh at my own jokes ): Sad .

Somehow i'm addicted to the word Cicak Kering . Cool ! B)
Life's been great !

Madness .

2009-09-14T19:27:00.013+08:00

Broadrick Secondary School's security guard is an ass .

Go get some muthu curry jerk .

Exam is starting real soon in about 3 weeks time .

I AM SO WORRIED / SCARED .

Gna start mugging now and Si Ying ! I'm gonna be super faithful to you .Don't worry kay ! Much loves . xoxo !

COOL ! I'm having celery for my dinner and i need a human to satisfy my tummy .

Saturday : Studying @ Src with Si ying sister , Marcus Brother , Hamizah Girlf and maybe natalya :D

Sunday : Library with Grace , Si ying , Natalya and More :] Muahahaha !

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I updated already kay G.W ):

I'm super duper proud of myself b'cause i studied for at least one hour ! 8)

Used to be so love drunk .

2009-09-13T11:15:00.005+08:00

" It's amazing how you can hide everything with a smile . "

Sorry Dad .
Forgot that you would come to my blog to check up on me .
I promise that i wouldn't drink or smoke except on special occassion .
Loves .

Certain people can't face reality .
Certain people just love to poke into other people's life .
Certain people can't differentiate reality and virtual .
Certain people love to seek attention .
Certain people changed his/her attitude,character .
Certain people is fucking annoying .
Certain people just can't think / use their brain .
If you think that "certain people" is you , it's you .

I'm annoyed , need sticks badly fuck .
Gna go out with Hamizah to get some . Leaving house after dinner .

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Past few days and weeks i've been making mistakes and starting things off wrongly .Felt Ehffing bad and stuff . People hear one side of the story only . But still , life goes on . Thanks Hamizah and some other people for those advices . Much loves.
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Some random stuffs -

It's such a wonderful thing when two person of opposite sex get together . But after awhile when they break up,everything goes haywire. Yup , i've been thru this before and of course it hurts badly . Like i said , memories stays but feelings don't .

When the opposite sex moved on , you should too . Why bother hanging onto broken strings ? It's the same as a dead flower . Once it dies , it can't be revived . Same goes for patching . Once you patch , feelings would be different . Who the hell knows what he/she did behind your back when you two are not together .
Things wouldn't be the same as before . Even if he/she treats you good like you're his god/goddess,a break up is a sure thing . It depends how long you can hold . No matter how sweet or loving you two are , such stuff would tend to happen .

Rahman Brother ,
I know now , this period of time , you're feeling real down and i'm sorry if i've said anything too straight forward . Cheer up . Smoking and Drinking doesn't resolve anything . Violence doesn't resolve to anything .
So do drinking and smoking . You may forget for awhile but you won't forget about the past totally .
Move on alrights . H-Sister and me will be there for you like how you are there for us when we're down .
-Brotherly love :D

Wow , so wordy @:

Coolios Much .

2009-09-12T21:22:00.005+08:00

" Feelings Change But Memories Don't . "

Dreamt that i was one of the powerpuff girls and when i burn trees , there's water flowing out from it.
I hate it when i keep changing plans and desicion b'cause i feel bad / awfull ):
I'm super duper sorry to those people whom i'm suppose to meet today .

Stayed home till Hamizah and Rahman came over to slack .

Havoc-ed , and Rahman left shortly after that .

Created jokes about him , saying that his future son's name would be Ramadan :]
Ordered Pizza and we head to the beach.

UNGLAM MAX x 10000000 ! HAHAHAHAR

Overdued Pictures.

2009-09-11T18:05:00.002+08:00

And the girl beside me is my Pri schl bestf . Misses , xoxo .

Sticks after sticks .

2009-09-11T17:05:00.000+08:00

"Don't keep running back to the person that you need to walk away from ."

Class bbq was awesome yesterday . Too bad my phone died and i couldn't take any pics ! ):

Spend my night eating , having heart to heart talks and going to arcade with Hamizah .

Had lots of fun in the arcade and both of us manage to get rid of some of the problems that we're facing.

Oh , i pawn Hamizah in Daytona ! Muahahahaha -smiles- . But i suck in driving in the Manual mode .

If only everyday is like yesterday , life will be much happier .

Hamizah girlf !

I'm so gna miss you and i really don't want you to move house on October 3 . I will miss those times when we slacked at Metal Ring and East Coast . :] Anyway , it's just a phone call away if you need someone to talk to k ! Lastly , indians are the most peaceful ones . ( Quoted From Baba )