Used to be so love drunk .

" It's amazing how you can hide everything with a smile . "

Sorry Dad .
Forgot that you would come to my blog to check up on me .
I promise that i wouldn't drink or smoke except on special occassion .
Loves .

Certain people can't face reality .
Certain people just love to poke into other people's life .
Certain people can't differentiate reality and virtual .
Certain people love to seek attention .
Certain people changed his/her attitude,character .
Certain people is fucking annoying .
Certain people just can't think / use their brain .
If you think that "certain people" is you , it's you .

I'm annoyed , need sticks badly fuck .
Gna go out with Hamizah to get some . Leaving house after dinner .

/Edited- ( 11:55PM)

Past few days and weeks i've been making mistakes and starting things off wrongly .Felt Ehffing bad and stuff . People hear one side of the story only . But still , life goes on . Thanks Hamizah and some other people for those advices . Much loves.
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Some random stuffs -

It's such a wonderful thing when two person of opposite sex get together . But after awhile when they break up,everything goes haywire. Yup , i've been thru this before and of course it hurts badly . Like i said , memories stays but feelings don't .

When the opposite sex moved on , you should too . Why bother hanging onto broken strings ? It's the same as a dead flower . Once it dies , it can't be revived . Same goes for patching . Once you patch , feelings would be different . Who the hell knows what he/she did behind your back when you two are not together .
Things wouldn't be the same as before . Even if he/she treats you good like you're his god/goddess,a break up is a sure thing . It depends how long you can hold . No matter how sweet or loving you two are , such stuff would tend to happen .

Rahman Brother ,
I know now , this period of time , you're feeling real down and i'm sorry if i've said anything too straight forward . Cheer up . Smoking and Drinking doesn't resolve anything . Violence doesn't resolve to anything .
So do drinking and smoking . You may forget for awhile but you won't forget about the past totally .
Move on alrights . H-Sister and me will be there for you like how you are there for us when we're down .
-Brotherly love :D


Wow , so wordy @: