Recalling the past..
I realise how naive i was,to treat virtual as reality,believing and trusting people whom i've known for barely a week. I started gaming and been to different Lan shops.From a girl that can't ton and listen to mum and dad's words,i changed into a rather stubborn and often go against my parents. I started scolding vulgarities thinking it's cool and stuff. But now .. it's pure dumbness.
The worse part is that,i fucking gave up my one year two months of relationship to gaming. I fell in love with the wrong people and mixed with the wrong company. My heart often breaks time after time but still, i didn't care what's happening. Late night outings and more tonnings.
But now,after a 2month2days of relationship, i've finally come to my senses. Gaming isn't everything,Hurling vulgarities is child's play. Getting involve in stupid problems is just .. escaping from reality. Flaming people,spoiling other's reputation,hearing stories from one side and judging people , it's just.. idiotic.
I'm not emo,i've stopped smoking. It's just how i feel . (:
